A little break from making St. Joseph's bread for a reflection on keeping my focus on Jesus.
Today's resounding message in my morning readings and reflections is to let go of control and to trust and surrender all to the ONE who created me and as scripture says .
"For I know the plans I have for you, says the LORD, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you." Jeremiah 29:11-12
Can you relate?
Trust and Surrender
Today the reading I turned to was Usefulness in Adversity. For me it reminds me to draw closer to God, to seek His wisdom and guidance and to always remember that it is He who sees my heart.
Todays reading is on Humble Submission. Humility seems to be a theme for me this week.....or maybe this year !!
Join us this Friday in a Triduum (Three days of prayer), Friday is the feast of the Sacred Heart of Jesus, Saturday is the feast of the Immaculate Heart of Mary and Sunday is Father's Day and we will be honoring the Most Chaste Heart of Joseph. Our Rosary Company was founded in honor of the hearts of the Holy Family, so this weekend is kind of our honorary feasts. For each day of this Triduum we will be praying the Hearts Rosary Chaplet. If you are one of our customers, you will have received one of our brochures which has instructions on how to pray the Hearts Rosary Chaplet. We also have the instructions on our website at https://www.heartsrosary.com/prayer
This morning I’m also reflective with emotions and thoughts about my dad who died 21 years ago on Christmas Morning and my mom who died 25 years ago in November. In my heart I know that they are together in heaven celebrating with Jesus and all those I love who have gone home to glory and that brings peace and comfort to my heart.
And along with it, so much gratitude because my parents left us with so many wonderful traditions and family memories, family was everything to them. They also instilled in us a spirit of gratitude and I am so grateful that never was there ever a time that I talked to my mom or dad that I did not tell them how much I loved them.
I was by mom’s side when she drew her last breath and I saw the love in her eyes as she was leaving this world for the next. And four years later I had the grace of talking with my dad less than 12 hours before he died. In that conversation he reminded me that I was his “baby girl” or as he would tell me in his sweet Italian accent “his littlest flower”. Daddy was an avid farmer/gardener with the greenest of thumbs and with three daughters he would always tell me that he had three flowers. And I was the baby sister of the family and his “littlest flower”. There is no sadness in these memories, only gratitude for the grace of them.
However, over these years it’s been my experience that grief comes in waves. Some years and sometimes the waves lap at my feet, others they knock me over with a power I don’t see coming.
This year I’m feeling the loss in a powerful way, especially because the past few years with COVID it has been difficult to see my family. But a visit from my niece and her family last month, throwing myself into our family traditions, baking, cooking, sweet reminders, and remembrances that come to mind and together with my beloved, planning and preparing to host his families Christmas gathering brings a great deal of joy and excitement to see everyone and share a meal around my parents dining room table.
And while there is certainly joy in this beautiful season and the birth of Jesus, it is also a time of sadness, loss, and remembrance of those who have passed on and are no longer with us.
And in gatherings, missing those who can't be with us by distance, choice, circumstance, estrangement, strained and broken relationships, whatever the reasons, for there are so many different scenarios, situations, and circumstances as there are people.
So, this year my beloved and I decided to do a Novena to the Holy Family. We started on Wednesday, the 21st and will end on December 30th the Feast Day of the Holy Family this year. We are praying for forgiveness, healing and reconciliation of relationships, the family tree and intergenerational healing for our families and all families. And I would add to that intention my prayer for us all that the grace and blessing of this beautiful season brings peace, comfort, and deep joy to our heart in whatever tradition we celebrate and to our individual circumstances.
And at the risk of offending and being preachy…….. sorry, not at all sorry ….. this comes from a daughter who loved and respected her parents and elders in general. And misses them so much!! I pray that if you haven’t talked to your dad or mom lately, grandparents, family….. that you find the courage to reach out in grace, we never know what tomorrow may bring. This life is too precious and too short to have regrets.
Lastly, I pray that wherever I find myself, that I am present to those around me and to the grace that always abounds, and I pray the same for you.